*phewz*

currently working in Singapore.. as an AE.. but somehow, im feeling it's not what i want.

can't find the strength or purpose to continue this post..

will leave. once the contract that binds me ends in September...

perhaps, i shall be free from this soulless work in this company.

currently received a new job. juz to get my portfolio going. gotta start anew soon.

prolly, by end of this year, i'll be starting my creative dreams.. *crossing fingers*

so yeah.. im always off away and back..

i need some motivation...

seems like im slacking off and im being a little depressed...

i hate marker visuals.. don't seem to get the hang of it...

i need strength

1) First Name?
Melissa

2) Were you named after anyone?
absolutely not

3) Do you wish on stars?
don't see any stars (pollution!)...and i don't...

4) When did you last cry?
erm...kinda long while ago..

5) Do you like your handwriting?
sometimes...it depends on my mood while im writing it

6) What is your favorite lunch meal?
to be frank? sushi!

7) When is your birthdate?
17th feb 1985...im old..

8) What is your most embarrassing cd?
westlife

9) Do you have a journal?
what do u think?

10. Do you use sarcasm a lot?
depends...on who im talkin to

11. What are your nicknames?
mel (miao)

12. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
nopezz...im lazy...

13. Do you think that you are strong?
strong physically? no. strong mentally? i guess NO

14. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
vanillllaaaaaa~~~~ sky...

15. Shoe size.
6

16. Red or pink?
neither.

17. What is your least favorite thing about yourself?
i drink n i puke.. love getting myself drunk and hate myself for that.

18. What do you miss most?
less worrying days...

19. Do you want everyone you tag to, answer it too?
i leave it for themselves... i was bored.. so i did it

20. What color pants and shoes are you wearing now?
blue jeans...skirt...and DC shoes...matched wit my fav Q ultraman t-shirt i bought yesterday!!

21. Are you listening to your favorite music right now?
hmm..no..sadly..no speakers at the comp im sitting right now in da office

22. What was the last thing you ate?
some kind of sweet

23. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
crayon shin chan! *laughs* color? erm..i'll pick black

24. What is the weather like right now?
freakin hot!!!! i hate u malaysia!!! nah..jk

25. Last person you talked to on the phone?
adrian

26. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
"gosh, he's cute"

27. Do you like the person who tagged this to you?
hhmm...havent really know her...can i say i like her work?

28. Favorite drink?
lemon juice~~

29. Favorite sport?
volleyball...

30. Favorite colors?
light cerulean blue

31. Eye color?
dark brown

32. Do you wear contacts?
uh huh

33. Favorite food?
sushi!

34. Last movie you watched?
ICe Age 2

35. Scary movies or happy endings?
anything would do

36. Summer or winter?
winter... havent seen snow!

37. hugs or kisses?
both? can i b greedy?

38. What is your favorite dessert?
blueberry pie

39. What books are you reading?
erm...just finished

40. What's on your mouse pad?
a mouse

41. What did you watch last night on the tv?
csi miami

42. Favorite scents?
natural

43. Favorite sounds?
nature... streams

44. Rolling stones or beatles?
rolling stones.....

45. What's the farthest you've been from home?
slovenja

Once again i'm back at deviantart.

Realised how much i needed to come to this page to see stuff to get new and fresh ideas. But somehow, to learn a skill, you need to imitate at first, then innovate. shall not forget what Kay has taught me. weird, but true.

Currently at the office now, as an intern for these 3 weeks before my 3rd year commences. Can't wait for a new beginning. Everything seems to challenge me to do better than that.

Shall go back home later tonight to upload some work i've done. Publication design this term is fun, a pity that it did not proceed to more than a term. typography is not enough to be taught. a never ending lesson. i feel thirsty for more knowledge that i've to surf for a few hours everynight and day before i can go to sleep.

im sick.

to friends who known me since young, i'm a freak. im weird.

i don't care.

i love my passion. i live for it.

thank God i'm in this field.

Only God knows how long i've not been online to update Deviantart. Been having some difficulties with life. really.

now, it's all peace and quite... so i guess it's time for me to make up for all the lost time ive wasted in not posting new stuff on my deviant.

classes that i've loved during my last few terms at TOA : photography, creative advertising campaign...marker visuals!

still trying hard to improve on my berol drawn figures. still looks weird and the proportion still looks weird at times..or most of the time... *lol*

design showcase going on in mid Feb 2006. trying to aim for that. interview with Amy on th 6th feb to show her my portfolio. if only i knew what to insert into a portfolio.. and how on earth am i gonna complete my portfolio in a week's time?

god bless...

happy chinese new year!